...ok there it is, and it won't go away. When I'm around you I pretty much always have a case of the smiles. When we talk, when I think about you, I get one of those stupid irreversible smiles. I feel like an idiot. But this also means that I can have feelings that are good about other people, because for a long time I didn't think that was possible anymore.
But here's the thing, I'm digging myself a grave here because this thing can only end badly for me, given the circumstances of the situation.
But you're so awesome and fun and cool and tolerant of my weird quirks. In fact, you tell me that you like them. And that feels good and reassuring.
I need to get a fucking grip. I can't feel this way about someone, especially a you someone. This is a bad scene. I need to clear this goddamn smile off my face. But I can't. What have you done to me?
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