Sooo, I know I posted about this 10 million years ago, but I wanted to get involved in Youth night at ICS. I was willing to volunteer my time to revamp the girls youth program. Anyway, I worked there during the March break and they quite enjoyed my presence on staff. They enjoyed it so much in fact, they offered me a paid position at youth night!
Now the program that I'm in charge of is not the girls one I was originally interested in, but rather a leadership development workshop. Basically I design a curriculum for teen leadership and work through it. RESPONSIBILITY!
I feel like I have just been handed the world, I have the ability to (hopefully) try and affect change with youth. I'm scared though because ICS thinks so highly of me right now. They for some reason have got it into their heads that I am this amazing and qualified person for this. I'm scared that they are going to realize sooner rather than later that I'm not all that great and not really that qualified to be the amazing person they think I am.
oh well, I suppose for now I can just do my best and hope the don't come to their senses.
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